Evania, 16.
BedokSouthSecondary.
I strayed from love.
Saturday, August 01, 2009
I realised i've been drinking and tonning every friday and saturday.
Shit, i think it's time to change my lifestyle.
But i just can't resist the temptation for drinking lohxzxz.
Anyway, meet up with Corin on Thusday, went studying ^^
I studied Ss, i find it so interesting, i wanna take history instead of geog now!
But i guess it's too late to change uh?
Anyway, meet up with Steffi and Sarah ytd.
Shopping @ town. Then meet Gary and Matt for drinking at pub.
They two drunk!!! Loserrrr! HAHA.
Wanted to go Rebel to find Corin after that, but she got no id to lend me.
Why am i 16?!
So, home @ 2plus!
Currently i'm waiting for Corin & Steffi to wake upppp.
Actual plan was Wild wild wet, but don't think they will wake up soon, so i guess it's to late to go.
Sianxz.
Andddd, Short or long hair for me?
I'm sick of my hairstyle already man!
Feel like cutting short, but scare not nice!
Suggestions?
How i wish that i'm at KL with you now.
i miss you, i wish you feel the same way too.
Monday, July 27, 2009
it's the 27th today, 28th tomorrow..
-sighs
My life is full of regrets now.
What i regretted the most was, studies.
If i studied for my PSLE few years back, i would be in the Express.
Only 4years in sec sch.
Regretted not studying last year.
End up retaining.
I don't even know if i can go up to sec4 this year.
Seriously no interest in studying.
I think, since last year, my life is ruin already.
Mixing around with the wrong people is a mistake.
I can say that i really had fun since sec3, but it is also what i regretted the most.
What to do? I might just give up on studies.
Well, about relationships, i didn't regret being together with any ex.
But of cos, i can't turn back the time.
It's all in the past, the future awaits me? Hah.
- E
First love is usually the hardest to forget.
Being with you, i've learnt alot.
You're the one that i cried for the most, hurts me the most.
Great memories with you, saddest memories with you too.
But it's already over long ago, and i've already got over you long ago too.
-K
For you, i can only say sorry.
If i could turn back the time, i would treat you better, i would love you more.
Please forgive me, my weakness caused you pain.
I don't know what to say except for Sorry.
-R
I know it's really over.
As you said we got no future together, i agreed too.
What's the point of being together when we know that we don't have a future.
No point crying over it now.
Glad that we're still in contact, glad that we're still friends.
You're the sweetest guy, you're the guy that makes me smile all the time.
Really good memories with you, i know i'm gonna miss you.
Gonna miss pinching you chubby cheeks, gonna miss all your stupid lines, gonna miss your smell and your fat tummy! Haha.
I'm really glad that i was once with you.
-G
When i was just about the start my life afresh with you, then you're gone.
Although it's just 10days, but i'm happy with you too.
I miss messing up your hair and the smell of your hair. Haha.
I don't expect this to end so soon, maybe it's my fault too to rush into a new relationship so soon.
Hope that you will be happier without me.
i guess i need you, baby.
-sighs
My life is full of regrets now.
What i regretted the most was, studies.
If i studied for my PSLE few years back, i would be in the Express.
Only 4years in sec sch.
Regretted not studying last year.
End up retaining.
I don't even know if i can go up to sec4 this year.
Seriously no interest in studying.
I think, since last year, my life is ruin already.
Mixing around with the wrong people is a mistake.
I can say that i really had fun since sec3, but it is also what i regretted the most.
What to do? I might just give up on studies.
Well, about relationships, i didn't regret being together with any ex.
But of cos, i can't turn back the time.
It's all in the past, the future awaits me? Hah.
- E
First love is usually the hardest to forget.
Being with you, i've learnt alot.
You're the one that i cried for the most, hurts me the most.
Great memories with you, saddest memories with you too.
But it's already over long ago, and i've already got over you long ago too.
-K
For you, i can only say sorry.
If i could turn back the time, i would treat you better, i would love you more.
Please forgive me, my weakness caused you pain.
I don't know what to say except for Sorry.
-R
I know it's really over.
As you said we got no future together, i agreed too.
What's the point of being together when we know that we don't have a future.
No point crying over it now.
Glad that we're still in contact, glad that we're still friends.
You're the sweetest guy, you're the guy that makes me smile all the time.
Really good memories with you, i know i'm gonna miss you.
Gonna miss pinching you chubby cheeks, gonna miss all your stupid lines, gonna miss your smell and your fat tummy! Haha.
I'm really glad that i was once with you.
-G
When i was just about the start my life afresh with you, then you're gone.
Although it's just 10days, but i'm happy with you too.
I miss messing up your hair and the smell of your hair. Haha.
I don't expect this to end so soon, maybe it's my fault too to rush into a new relationship so soon.
Hope that you will be happier without me.
i guess i need you, baby.
Labels: More than words.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Goodmorninggggggg! ^^
Decided not to go school today, cause i didn't do my f&n coursework!
So yeaaa, not so tired yet, so decided to bloggggg.
Shall post up the pictures in Corin's camera, the ones on my pit and shisha night.
I'm starting to miss Corin and Steffi now O:
Birthday peekturexz ^^
Shisha night ^^
Shall go back to sleep on my comfy bed :D
Decided not to go school today, cause i didn't do my f&n coursework!
So yeaaa, not so tired yet, so decided to bloggggg.
Shall post up the pictures in Corin's camera, the ones on my pit and shisha night.
I'm starting to miss Corin and Steffi now O:
Birthday peekturexz ^^
Shisha night ^^
Shall go back to sleep on my comfy bed :D
Labels: Missing youuu.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Friday is usually the best day of the week.
Cause i can get to see my girlfriends and have fun!
No stress about school and 'realtionship' stuff.
So, last friday, meet up with Corin & Steffi.
Town as usual, dinner at ljs.
Meet up with Guojing, Ben, Haikal and Jingguo.
Cabbed over to Arab St. Shisha and beer.
Guojing and Jingguo left first. Had supper at nearby coffee shop.
Ben and haikal went to Bedok, then we walked from Arab St to Grandlink Square!
Overall, tiring but fun! Me and Corin was singing/screaming all the way there.
Steffi took a cab home from Grandlink.
Then we went to play L4D and Audition.
We got damn high while playing Audition lohxz.
It's been months or even years since we last played Audi.
Suddenly like so fun now! HAH.
Home at 5plus!
More pixz with Corinnnn.
Saturday, after work, went Bugis for Karaoke.
We treat that karaoke more like a club.
Blast Club songs, on disco lights, smoke machine. Vodka and Chivas. WOO!
After karaoke, chilled at some coffee shop.
Then there's this weird uncle who's abit drunk.
Keep talking to us, asking for our numbers and sharing his life story -_-
Home at 6plus.
So today i decided to stay at home and be a good girl since i tonned for two days straight already. heee.
Lots of F&N work undone! Damn..
Baby, I don't understand
Gave you everything you asked for
And was ready to give you a lot more
I would've given you the world
Right in the palm of your hand.
Cause i can get to see my girlfriends and have fun!
No stress about school and 'realtionship' stuff.
So, last friday, meet up with Corin & Steffi.
Town as usual, dinner at ljs.
Meet up with Guojing, Ben, Haikal and Jingguo.
Cabbed over to Arab St. Shisha and beer.
Guojing and Jingguo left first. Had supper at nearby coffee shop.
Ben and haikal went to Bedok, then we walked from Arab St to Grandlink Square!
Overall, tiring but fun! Me and Corin was singing/screaming all the way there.
Steffi took a cab home from Grandlink.
Then we went to play L4D and Audition.
We got damn high while playing Audition lohxz.
It's been months or even years since we last played Audi.
Suddenly like so fun now! HAH.
Home at 5plus!
More pixz with Corinnnn.
Saturday, after work, went Bugis for Karaoke.
We treat that karaoke more like a club.
Blast Club songs, on disco lights, smoke machine. Vodka and Chivas. WOO!
After karaoke, chilled at some coffee shop.
Then there's this weird uncle who's abit drunk.
Keep talking to us, asking for our numbers and sharing his life story -_-
Home at 6plus.
So today i decided to stay at home and be a good girl since i tonned for two days straight already. heee.
Lots of F&N work undone! Damn..
Baby, I don't understand
Gave you everything you asked for
And was ready to give you a lot more
I would've given you the world
Right in the palm of your hand.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Me iz beri bored @ home noww lehxzx.
Gave school a missed today.
Sigh, my 'always never go school' days is back already.
My parents is also back to their old self. LOL.
Dad : Tml you going school anot?
Me : Ya la.
Dad : *Laughs* Wa you see whose parents got like that ask their children one?
Me : -_-
So i guess, they think that i will retain this year again.
So they don't care if i go school anot.
Sigh, i wanna study, i wanna have at least a piece of N level cert.
But when it comes to listening in class, i really can't concentrate and listen.
The only topic that i'm interested in is Ss, about Sri Lanka, i only find that interesting and i will really go listen to the teacher.
I wanna take History and Poa. I wanna drop Geog and F&N.
But it's too late now, it's already after midyear.
Ah fuck, i hate studyingggg!
And i'm so bored at home now laaa.
Smsed Redz, he wanna stay at home. Aiya, he die better la.
Smsed Ying, no reply, guess she's having tuition uh?
So i shall sms Corin nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
Gave school a missed today.
Sigh, my 'always never go school' days is back already.
My parents is also back to their old self. LOL.
Dad : Tml you going school anot?
Me : Ya la.
Dad : *Laughs* Wa you see whose parents got like that ask their children one?
Me : -_-
So i guess, they think that i will retain this year again.
So they don't care if i go school anot.
Sigh, i wanna study, i wanna have at least a piece of N level cert.
But when it comes to listening in class, i really can't concentrate and listen.
The only topic that i'm interested in is Ss, about Sri Lanka, i only find that interesting and i will really go listen to the teacher.
I wanna take History and Poa. I wanna drop Geog and F&N.
But it's too late now, it's already after midyear.
Ah fuck, i hate studyingggg!
And i'm so bored at home now laaa.
Smsed Redz, he wanna stay at home. Aiya, he die better la.
Smsed Ying, no reply, guess she's having tuition uh?
So i shall sms Corin nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO WEILING!
LUV YOU BITCH!
I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by
Labels: Do you know how much i miss you?
Sunday, July 12, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE!
yay i'm 16!
and happy birthday to yudi as well!
Birthday celebration ytd was quite fun.
The worse part is the weather.
Rain awhile, stopped. Few hours later rain already!
But still, it was fun, everyone running around, trying to hide.
Some hide under the table, some all squeeze in a few umbrella, some under the tree, some just don't care about the rain. Hahah!
Big thanks to Ilham, Junjie, keith and alvin.
Stayed with me for the whole celebration!
Esp Ilham and Junjie uh, helped me carried the food and everything to the pit, which is damn fucking heavy!
I helped too, and my muscles are aching after that -_-
They all came late due to the rain, most reached at 8plus or 9plus.
Some even reach at 1am plus.
Got a surprise from them as well, thanks people! Luvv luvvvv!
Thanks for those who came despite of the weather!
Thanks for all the gifts as well! Hope your enjoy!
Next year i book chalet instead of bbq pit ok? ._.
Reach home at 7plus, slept till 12.
And i don't even feel sleepy la omg.
Damn energetic idk why!
Didn't take pictures with everybody, cause my camera batt went dead.
And my phone died also. Sigh.
But some pictures in Corin's camera.
Shall post mine first!
oh ya, and thanks to weiling & co uh! For friday!
After school chase me around 3rd level and pour cold water at me!! Walao eh!
yay i'm 16!
and happy birthday to yudi as well!
Birthday celebration ytd was quite fun.
The worse part is the weather.
Rain awhile, stopped. Few hours later rain already!
But still, it was fun, everyone running around, trying to hide.
Some hide under the table, some all squeeze in a few umbrella, some under the tree, some just don't care about the rain. Hahah!
Big thanks to Ilham, Junjie, keith and alvin.
Stayed with me for the whole celebration!
Esp Ilham and Junjie uh, helped me carried the food and everything to the pit, which is damn fucking heavy!
I helped too, and my muscles are aching after that -_-
They all came late due to the rain, most reached at 8plus or 9plus.
Some even reach at 1am plus.
Got a surprise from them as well, thanks people! Luvv luvvvv!
Thanks for those who came despite of the weather!
Thanks for all the gifts as well! Hope your enjoy!
Next year i book chalet instead of bbq pit ok? ._.
Reach home at 7plus, slept till 12.
And i don't even feel sleepy la omg.
Damn energetic idk why!
Didn't take pictures with everybody, cause my camera batt went dead.
And my phone died also. Sigh.
But some pictures in Corin's camera.
Shall post mine first!
oh ya, and thanks to weiling & co uh! For friday!
After school chase me around 3rd level and pour cold water at me!! Walao eh!